Monthly Archives: September 2015

The Waiting Game

Alone again

I play the waiting game

I watch the clock

Ticktock the hours away

Outside it rains

Against the window pane

The Angels cry

And I feel my heart fray

Then thunder roars

As if to reprimand

It’s fury’s pelt

Is felt across the land

Then my heart soars

It’s come to understand

I wait no more

For your unfaithful hand


Many’ve Said

Aaah…yea!
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said…
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said…

Guess for all that I
try to share my life with you
all I give is not
enough to fill your two hands.

Many’ve said things I did
made ’em scream and made ’em shout!
Many’ve said they care for me
and could not live without!
Many’ve said that they love me,
but then turned and walked right out!
Many’ve said that I broke their hearts,
well what’s that all about?

(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said…
For all I try, to be just me
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said…
I’m not within your miserly,
egotistic plans.

Now I ask myself
questions I had so long ago.
“Why’d I let you in,
when so many others I kept out?”

Many’ve said things between us
happened quick and much too soon!
Many’ve said if anything
the other we would fume!
Many’ve said the plans we made
right from the start were doomed!
Many’ve said infidelity
would surely exhume!

(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said…
For all I try, to be just me
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said…
I’m not within your miserly,
egotistic plans.

Guess for all that I try
to share my life with you
all I give is not enough
and never will please you.

(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said.
For all I try, to be just me
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said.
I’m not within your miserly,
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said.
For all I try, to be just me
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said.
I’m not within your miserly,

egotistic plans…
Yea, yea, yea, yea, yea!

(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said.
For all I try, to be just me
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said.
I’m not within your miserly,
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said.
For all I try, to be just me
(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said.
I’m not within your miserly,

(Muchos dicen) Many’ve said.


Mamá Mía

My limbs begin to weigh
a little more than yesterday.
My vision’s not the same
I fear far stronger is my shame.
And see, my countenance
you must endure with some patience.
For too much empathy
could be mistaken for pity.
And simply not enough
is misconstrued as a lack of love.
And trust, my loyalty,
was spent on none other than thee.

Ohh, oh, oh! Mama mia…
Love me now as you did before.
Ohh, oh, oh! Mama mia…
This I request and nothing more.
Ohh, oh, oh! Mama mia…
Let me feel your love forevermore.

Mother see your angel,
despite my fall, I ascertain.
That your every efforts,
to raise me right, were not in vain.
Don’t push what’s left aside
I need your love not foolish pride.
I know you hurt within.
I am forever in your debt.
Mother please realize
my love’s with you once I have slept.
I pray that peace will come
and ease your pain before I’m gone.

Ohh, oh, oh! Mama mia…
Love me now as you did before.
Ohh, oh, oh! Mama mia…
This I request and nothing more.
Ohh, oh, oh! Mama mia…
Let me feel your love forevermore.

The pain rapes my body
enslaves my mind as well.
To see you hurt because of me
can only be described as Hell.

Ohh, oh, oh! Mama mia…
Love me now as you did before.
Ohh, oh, oh! Mama mia…
This I request and nothing more.
Ohh, oh, oh! Mama mia…
Let me feel your love forevermore.

Mama…


The Green Room

(In the green room, you’ll be mine)

For the first time
in a long time
my insecurities
decline.
Something about you, I attest,
holds my intrinsic interest.

In the green room, you’ll be mine!

You’re a man without fears.
I’m a man full of rage.
Do you find that these traits
long endure in a cage?

I think you should
meet me in the green room.
Don’t question why, but when…
Now would not be too soon!

I’m sensing fervor,
on the phone,
in your voice;
a longing to hone
this dormant passion within me.
Our ruling force is Destiny.

In the green room we shall dine!

You’re a man of deft tastes.
I’m a man in full rein.
Let your intrepid tongue
savor the sap of pain.

I think you should
meet me in the green room.
Don’t question why, but when…
Now would not be too soon!

I really wish that you would
(Take me now!)
ascertain your fearless charm.
(Take me now!)
Manumit my rage for you.
(Take me now!)
I’ll induce no fatal harm.
(Take me now!)

For the first time in a long time
my insecurities decline.
Something about you, I attest,
holds my intrinsic interest.
In the green room you’ll be mine!

I think you should
meet me in the green room.
Don’t question why, but when…
Now would not be too soon!

(Take me now!)


Love Beckons

A walk through the clouds
And happy heart on my sleeve
You smile back at me
I miss a step and stumble
You reach out and catch my fall
(reach out and catch my fall)

No more need for shrouds
New emotions to conceive
Your love beckons me
I never felt so humble
You’ve broken down an old wall
(broken down an old wall)

Never been so proud
And nothing’s hard to believe
It’s your trust in me
To not fall down and crumble
That makes me feel ten feet tall
(makes me feel ten feet tall)

Now I sing out loud
For there is nothing to grieve
With your arms ’round me
Now I no longer bumble
And all my troubles seem small
(all my troubles seem small)


Madly In Love

(Madly, madly, madly…)

Madly in love with you
I should carry on
Yeah, and move on
And forget about you
(Madly in love)

Madly in love with you
I should carry on
Yeah, and move on
And forget about you

Why don’t you tell me
How you feel towards me
If you don’t love me
Don’t play your games on me

Sick and tired of
All the lies about me
People saying things
They don’t even know me

And you believe ’em
But do not confront me
Say you are leavin’
Cuz you need to be free

Madly in love with you
I should carry on
Yeah, and move on
And forget about you
(Madly In Love)

Why don’t you tell me
How you feel towards me
If you don’t love me
Don’t play your games on me

If your new lover
Ain’t satisfactory
Go find another
Don’t come looking for me

See you played your games
It’s time to pay the fee
Not for my torn heart
For your frivolity

(Madly, madly, madly…)

Madly in love with you
Please open your eyes
And realize
How much I care for you

Madly in love with you
I should carry on
Yeah, and move on
And forget about you

Madly in love with you
I should carry on
Yeah, and move on
And forget about you

Madly in love with you
I should carry on
Yeah, and move on
And forget about you
(Madly in love)

Madly in love with you
[repeat til fade]


Yield To Love

Tears are falling

Love’s befalling

I surrender to your embrace

Hearts are beating

Our lips meeting

Hands wander, explore and retrace

Cupid’s aiming

I am yielding

For in your touch love manifests

Arrows flying

Not denying

I pray they pierce me through the chest

Bodies merging

Feelings surging

A space and time to be encased

Life, we’re sharing

Love, we’re basking

What’s in the stars can’t be erased


Every Time

Never knew I never knew,
never knew I needed you.
Never knew I never knew,
how much I needed you!

Counting every hour
‘till I see you again.
Dancing in the moonlight,
we danced in the rain.
Bumping into walls
and I don’t feel the pain.
I’m head over heels
and I have you to blame.

Every time I see you
my sun does shine.
Every time I need you
you’re there by my side.
Every time I’m with you
everything is alright
as long as I have you here
by my side!

Oh, every time!
Oh, every, every time!
Oh, every time!
My heart skips a beat…

Dreaming of your love,
oh no I can’t deny
it’s something really real,
oh boy it’s making me high.
Unleashing all the passion
that’s so deep inside,
push it to the limit,
need to be with you tonight.

Hold me in your arms
boy, you’re all that I need.
Saying that you love me
just would set my heart free.
Never knew I needed you
as much as I do.
I thank the stars
for leading me to you!

Oh, every time!
Oh, every, every time!
Oh, every time!
My heart skips a beat…
every time.

Never knew I never knew,
never knew I needed you.
Never knew I never knew,
never knew I needed you.
Never knew I never knew,
never knew I needed you.
Never knew I never knew,
how much I needed you!

Oh, every time I see you
my sun does shine.
Every time I need you
you’re there by my side.
Every time I’m with you
everything is alright
as long as I have you
by my side!

Oh, every time!
Oh, every, every time!
Oh, every time!
My heart skips a beat…

Every time!


Terminal Epistle

The days are long.
The torment of waiting…

is longer.

The veracity of the later
stands without question.

My certainty is absolute
for I trust in your fertile mind.
Absolute in the confidence
that you still possess the ability
to comprehend my nature.

Deny me, if you will,
but know that I dare to disagree.

I believe
that the nature of events
which haunt my mind
and transcend onto these pages
are a fact,
long and well,
known in your heart.

Do you dare to disagree?
Then, why do I exhaust such energy?
Do not shrug your shoulders
in aghastment!
You know well the reasons for
my insistence!

The sound of the siren song
is yet blaring in my head.

My only hope to reach you
rests on these mailings.
Needless to say,
all other attempts to do so
ebbed without results.

Lord knows I am weak
in your torturing distance.
I pray He grants me the brawn
to withstand this silence.
I pray He grants you poise
and peace in these times.

My reason shakes
in violent tremors of solitude.

Sweet siren song
still deafening my senses.

Spare me the suspense
and strike me.
Strike me dead,
as I know you will,
mercilessly.

I recognize the splendor you find
in afflicting such torture.

Tell me,
what stalls you now?

Just take me,
as you’ve tasted
in a thousand vivid dreams:
Thrust your claw into my chest;
wrap your fingers ’round my heart.
Rupture this…

tormenting wait.


In Your Infinite Purgatory

You have me,
you know you have me
in your infinite purgatory,
in this emptiness,
in this agonizing nothingness.

You hold me,
you know you hold me
with your promise of posterity,
with an atonement,
with an increasing obscure torment.

In your nirvana
I’m chained to withstand your abuse,
restrained to withstand your ill-use
on my fair reason.

This oblivion
of yours preys on my memory
and leaves me with a vacuity
like a piranha.

My penance,
you know my penance
for you condone this nuisance
that dwells within me,
that dwells midway
between you and me.

My contrition,
you know my contrition
is minding this tribulation,
this nonexistence,
this nonpareil, vile, form of suspense.

In your nirvana
my fair reason is feast
to your gaunt piranha.

So you have me,
you know you have me
in your infinite purgatory.